
I wondered, why my circumstance,
had turned out, as it had,
What had I done, to cause,
a situation,quite this bad,
When finally, I asked the Lord,
‘How did I, get in this mess’,
He said,’ you opened up a door,
allowing it, more or less ‘,
I thought,’ oh no that can not be,
I did not, seek this out ‘,
Why didn’t ‘you’, stop me Lord,
I whispered, with a pout,
That’s when, he showed me,
how my path, had wandered off so far,
He said,’ you did not ask me,
that’s why you’re, where you are’,
I knew, what he was speaking,
Tho devastating, still was true,
I also knew, that at one time,
it was something, I would never do,
I had no choice, except to fall,
before, His throne of grace,
To seek, what I had long ignored,
His voice, His heart, His face,
As I lay broken, and listening,
there, in that holy place,
His Light, resolved my catastrophe,
removing, every trace.
c.d.m. 7-5-10
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